February 2010
Hey HEY,
All of you saying that Taylor Swift doesnt deserve to win any of her awards at the grammy’s, FUCK YOU! She does more than anyone in that damn list, so fuck you all. And she IS BEYOND beautiful! Taylor Swift all the way!<3. Don’t you just love how defensive i get. (: I Love you Taylor.
btw,
Lately a lot of people have been telling me a lot of stuff and seriously, it means a lot and all but im old enough to say that i’ve learned from my mistakes and i know what im doing so you all can just stop. I can take it from here. But, from the bottom of my heart,thank you very much.
January 2010
Hey little faggot,
You just called me, and you vented to me and what not. I think its about time i just let you go and realize yor just not meant for me, and i just have to accept it. Whatever, Goodnight. Save the Whales.
Roll with the punches......
So let’s talk Four Year Strong last night.It was completetly amazing. I saw SOOO many people. It was Great. First i went to Marissa’s house and then her dad took us there. There we met Mr. PRESIDENT aka Cristian. He’s super nice. Then i met his friends and i was really SHY(; ahhahahha! and talked we talked to Jacob who we ended up with for the entire show. Then, while waiting to...
HA!
So i dont know what just got into me, but quite frankly i dont want this, i dont want HIM. It’s not worth it, Im just going to go back to Lizbeth and the PLAYERETTES!(; haha ew,sike! And this song makes me want to Move, FAR FAR away. But i know i wouldn’t i love my family too much. Oh look who just texted me. Ha, what to call you? Lets call you? LAD? YES Lilly Against Douchebags!...
:S
I Love this song but it makes me sad.
And I sing songs about the past. How I was raised and I was thrown out on my ass, Cause I didn’t care. About going to school. And I saw the look in her eyes. My mother nearly cried when I had told her that I had wanted to go, Just to prove them wrong. I’ve been smoking cigarettes since I was only fourteen, Just to find an escape from...
HEY HEY, fuck you.
So after a long almost 2 hours of a phone conversation i realized that i thought i was over it, i thought i had forgotten you, forgotten the past, forgotten you’re existance and that i could just move on and be happy and if i was to ever pass by you just pretend you werent there but no after today i realized how you have so much control of me and how i just cant let you go, it sucks how...
is it stupiddd !
that im crying because im hearing you’re voice. After a long time and you decide to call me, i fucking hate you. YOU BELONG WITH ME.
CRAP.
So i just realized that no one should trust me. Like no joke. But no, from now on, Im keeping everything to myself even if its about someone else its not my business im keeping my mouth shut. FUCK.
“Falling in love is very easy, staying in love in the other hand is hard.”
– Lilly.
tim burton is my hero.
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Lillybaylon: A FREAKING MEN!
Baby I don't want to risk it all for you.
I haven’t really written anything in a long time so let’s! I’m listening to Nevershoutnever! and wow that kid just gives me butterflies<3 He can make the most depressing songs ever and make them sound so happy. But I think that my favorite one right now has got to be “Smelyalata” or “Heregoesnothing” I keep playing them over and over again! I have to go...
HAHA!
So Zoe just called me a queer, i found it very ironic. That’s it, I’m cracking up.
“ I hate her crooked teeth. I hate her 1960s haircut. I hate her knobby knees. I...”
– 500 Days Of Summer <3
” What’s something you live life by? ” Shit happens, move on, fuck it, fuck you. My positiveness is just getting better and better by the day isnt it (;
Stop- Spice Girls.
Only because i know the dance...
1/12/10
Today i had colorguard practice like i usually do, but today i got a surprise! Not a good one btw. Wilfred ( my coach ) told me about 2 months ago that i was going to dance in this one part of our routine with 2 or 3 other girls so i was super happy because out of all people he chose me. And today he says i wont be a dancer because he cant ” fit ” me in anymore. AND then he will take...
14189.) I still care about him, when I know I'm...
14199.) i want you to miss me
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unfortunately :/
Weird sensation,
trying to act all tough and be like YEAH, i dont care, and try saying i never did. But again i feel lonely inside, like something is missing, oh wait it was you though, whatever. What doesnt hurt you makes you stronger? but it does hurt me so maybe im saying it wrong or i just dont get it?. I hate how i always get these feeling around these times. F**k my life! (: All i can tell myself is what i...
Tell me why i listen to my ipod on shuffle i feel so bitter? oh wait i know why, because most of my ipod has bitter songs (: I love you babybear!<3
“ You can only get screwed over so many times till you loose all hope ”
– Lilly Baylon
House show,
Today was such an amazing day, My brothers band played and they were really good, and they adopted me as their merch girl! hahah it was cute. Then i got to see A LOT of eye candy(; And Eduds parents are adorable and so mexican i loved it(: Then Lynn took some pictures of me while i was there and some random guy did too but hewas funny(: It was a good day overall. I wish there was more days like...
That's a lie,
Im watching George Lopez and Shakira just said ” Women love funny men ” that’s a lie. Most people like CUTE, HANDSOME funny men. Reality is, most comedians are comedians because they don’t have enough looks to make it into anywhere else, so they just like to make fun of things and themselves, Its proven. LOOK IT UP!
I want to be
mmmpao123:
scratch that , i will be what you want to be , just better .
Girl , you’re gonna be cleaning my carpets one day :)
Babysitting Lillian’s children .
And cleaning buzz’s poo .
yay you .
:)
Lillybaylon:
Yes you are. you little bitch(:
14135.) YOU are the only thing I regret in my...
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My horoscope said i was going to re-candle a flame and he was going to be a sagittarius but think is, i dont know any? Well that was WRONG!
